My name is "Erus Ko," a name I chose for myself. Technically, this is a shortening of my full name, which I periodically extend because it's funny to do so. Currently, my full name is actually Erussy Verde Christina Fundamentum Canis Astra Ko LXVIII. Perhaps this is due to my given name being rather long as well (comprising 27 characters with 2 spaces and a hyphen), a name I took great pride in the length of.
My name started out as a name for my alt, then that account became my main account and online persona, then I decided to make it my real name.
This is my PFP for most things, based on Susie's icon from Kirby Star Allies.
I am a girl, I think, which would also make me transgember [sic], I know. Also, a... lesbian... I think...? If you can't tell by my wavery text, I'm kinda wiffy-wavy on these things. Or maybe I'm not? I don't really know...
I'm rather certain I'm a girl, because I want to be one. I feel a much stronger calling to a feminine identity than a masculine or any sort of non-binary one, at least, right now. I specify "right now" because there was one specific, short period of time when I desired to be even less binary than non-binary; to have less of a gender than the identity of "agender" would describe. That was odd. It still sticks in my mind strongly; it was such a deep, primal urge for the hours it lasted. A deep, indescrible hatred for the concept of a gender itself, that came and went.
I don't want to talk about this anymore.
I waver on the "lesbian" lable because I just... don't see myself as one? I'm a girl. I like girls. So, logically, I'm a lesbian. But I don't really feel like one? Kinda like that one Spongebob scene where Man Ray tries to give Patrick his wallet back and logically explains to Patrick that it must be his wallet, to which Patrick agrees that it logically must be his wallet, only to say that it still isn't his wallet. You know, in case you've never seen that gag nor the resultant meme before but somehow found this website.
It's weird.